Attracting unavailable men, why me again?

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I give you my all, I crave you, I desire you and I do everything to deserve your love.. I love you more than I have loved myself, I put you first before I and All I get is part of you. Really? I want to be loved by the whole of you, your heart,…

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Shadow Work ~ F@ck!

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In my journey of self exploration and self acceptance to embody my truth, my essence and my potential…. I got to dive deeper into my shadow, I got to honor the unseen of me, I got to face the unheard of me, I got to do the dirty, muddy and hell/fire work. Shadow Work is…

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Afraid to love you and be hurt again….

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Sunny day of Spring, I wake up next to you, Grateful for our time together, I wonder, I ask… How long will we last together? 1 month, 1 year, 10 years or until death do us part? What if I give you my all, will I lose it all? I don’t want my heart broken…

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“I wish I had time to….” he said to the Death Priestess on his final day.

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Laying on his bed, scared of the unknown, he whispers… “I wish I had time to…” Looking through the window, in wonder and sadness, he whispers… “I wish I had time to…” Feeling his fine linen sheets and soft blanket, he whispers… “I wish I had time to…” Feeling his heart, his body, his breath…

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What am I truly afraid of?

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My heart feels tight, My breath is shallow, My mind is spiraling, My trust, passion and desires are holding space, For me to feel this with love, compassion and a sense of breakthrough. Tears fall down my cheeks, Fuck, I have been working on this for so long, Can my fears just disappear? Can my…

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The CURSE of BEAUTY ~ a hidden pain many don’t talk about.

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Let’s my heart been heard, Many memories, Many ugly truths, Many dark episodes, Many deaths, Many lies and untruths, Let’s my soul speak, I have seen sisters and brothers’ lives taken away from them because of such beauty. I have seen injustice done to beauty, to true beauty. Before I continue… Be careful – this…

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Validation ~ Shadow Work, a work in progress…

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Looking deep inside my heart, I am shivering for acceptance. Awaiting to hear from you, I am craving for words of confirmation. I have doubted myself so much in the past, I ask you for validation. With ease, I want to hear the answer to my unknown. With certainty, I want to know the unpredictable.…

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