Dancing with the Shadows and Archetypes Part 2 – Facing Death

Cancer led me to meet me, Recognize me and appreciate me. When traditional doctors told my family that the discovery of my cancer was a miracle, I knew I was given a second chance to live with purpose. Cancer was an opportunity for me to unlock my fullest potential. I rarely talk about my healing…

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Dancing with my Shadows and Archetypes Part 1 – A gift from Cancer

At 16 years old I healed cancer, No chemo, no radiation, no second surgeries, no western choices. My cancer was the result of over a decade of toxic emotions, suicidal thoughts, rejection of this body, rejection of this life, rejection of my soul calling, and punishment of self. Cancer was my gift, A divine gift…

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Loving more than one lover…

How many can I love? One, two or three… How many can I be in love with? One, two or three… How many can I be intimate with? One, two or three… How can this be? Fuck…! This is painful as hell. I am in commitment with one and in love with ONE more. Oh…

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Lovemaking…

Lovemaking, The ritual into devotion, pleasure and ecstasy, Where we experience the erotic dance between our feminine and our masculine, Where our energies melt into the fire of arousal and orgasmic bliss. Lovemaking,the ritual where: I melt into your arms, I merge with the nectar of your lips, I touch all parts of you with…

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Guilty of loving another man.

The last time I saw him in my dreams, he said…”Love, it doesn’t matter how it happens” Beginning….. Feeling within self, I looked to the right. There he was, Beautiful soul, gentle smile ~ looking at me in wonder. Wonder of who I am and what I do, Wonder to see if I can help…

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Fears of Commitment ~ Attracting Non~Committed Men.

Rising sun, Blissful sky, Lustrous ocean, Juicy fruits, Exotic animals, Fantastic Earth. Oh… Yum… I woke up one morning, A morning of questions with no answers, A morning where my heart felt alone, A rising day where my body felt empty, A shiny day where my mind was busy. I cannot feel the love, I…

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Cosmic Foreplay….

Sister moon looking from above, So is delightful Venus… In paradise, Zeus says hello with a lightning smile, Water fully present with her seductive flow, Breeze says hello with a feathered kiss, Self welcomes the sacredness of Dawn. They all observe the sensual dance, They witness Self adoration to all aspects of infinite Self. One…

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Attracting unavailable men, why me again?

I give you my all, I crave you, I desire you and I do everything to deserve your love.. I love you more than I have loved myself, I put you first before I and All I get is part of you. Really? I want to be loved by the whole of you, your heart,…

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Afraid to love you and be hurt again….

Sunny day of Spring, I wake up next to you, Grateful for our time together, I wonder, I ask… How long will we last together? 1 month, 1 year, 10 years or until death do us part? What if I give you my all, will I lose it all? I don’t want my heart broken…

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“I wish I had time to….” he said to the Death Priestess on his final day.

Laying on his bed, scared of the unknown, he whispers… “I wish I had time to…” Looking through the window, in wonder and sadness, he whispers… “I wish I had time to…” Feeling his fine linen sheets and soft blanket, he whispers… “I wish I had time to…” Feeling his heart, his body, his breath…

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What am I truly afraid of?

My heart feels tight, My breath is shallow, My mind is spiraling, My trust, passion and desires are holding space, For me to feel this with love, compassion and a sense of breakthrough. Tears fall down my cheeks, Fuck, I have been working on this for so long, Can my fears just disappear? Can my…

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The CURSE of BEAUTY ~ a hidden pain many don’t talk about.

Let’s my heart been heard, Many memories, Many ugly truths, Many dark episodes, Many deaths, Many lies and untruths, Let’s my soul speak, I have seen sisters and brothers’ lives taken away from them because of such beauty. I have seen injustice done to beauty, to true beauty. Before I continue… Be careful – this…

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